I love my job. I even love sales. I even love sales calls. But I hate the End of Month rallies and calls and emails. I can't stand the adrenaline that goes into it all, especially when I am not going to win. Adrenaline is only fun when you think you will win. Otherwise, it is a waste of energy.
I want it to be tomorrow night, when I will meet up with old friends and catch up, reminisce. I want it to be Friday night, so that after reminiscing I can go on a date, which am secretly and happily excited about. It may not happen though... so that bit of adrenaline may be wasted. I hate that when you can't know for sure until the last minute... mostly because I hate wasting great outfits, if there is not actually going to be a DATE. ugh. Well cross your fingers for me and say a few Hail Mary's and we'll see what comes though.
Off to bed in order to start Friday off right. :)